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[15 Apr 2005|06:40pm] |
everything is so fucking confusing.
justin is the most confusing person ever
i love the kid to death
but ohhh my god.
so today at the park
i hear him talking to tista
and tistas like man i wish i had a girl to be all mushie with
and justins like man i wish i didnt have one
and im like UM OKAY
but then i dunno we talked and like
he said that all he wants is to be with me
but like he say sour relationship is to sexually
...*sorry im a horny kid??*
ugggh. i dont want it to be sexual at all
io wanmt it to work so badly.
im going to make this work
i need that kid more than ever
and i didnt realize it til today
and i hate that i need him
but hes so amazing.
i know im falling way to fast. :/
i cant hellppp it.
i feel so bad that im so fucked up from chris
rape si so stupid
if anyone ever fucking rapes someone they should die
i never wanna go thru this again
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[14 Apr 2005|09:35am] |
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yeaaah i make a new journal every 2.5 seconds, i rock what can i say. im in school right now, fucking sooo boring. i don't do anything here, evre. but whatever, maybe ill do some makeup work today so i can graduate, i'll have to think about it. i miss my friends alot, it seems like i dont get to see them as much, prolly cause my schedule is like wacked out. it sucks, i would never break up with justin but like i go to school from 7 to 2, he goes to school from 3 to 7. hiiii, thatt sucks. i fuckin like go to his house on my lunch to see him and i stay out til like midnight evreynight which sucks, being that i wake up at fucken 6 in the morning. blaaah. i think ive realized that jess gibson is the only p[erson in the entire world that understands me, i think id die without her. basically. i want her and jp to be something, cause that's cute and i love them both and they'd be so perfect for one another. yooou dig? okay bye
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[21 Dec 2004|06:41pm] |
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im exciciciicted
im seeing thursdayyy on the 27th
my road test is the 28th
and my birthday is a month from today
YAYYYYY <3
so i was reading my myspace before
and cvetko left me comments on this thing i did.
it like asks a bunch of questiosn and you fill it out. and yeah
i forget the question but his answer was ' you were the greatest friend i ever had' it made me soo upset. i miss that kid so fucking much
i dont understand why we stopped being friends.
but im making it my goal for him to be my bst friend again
because he was honestly the bst guy friend ie ver had.
hey green eyyyyyesss.
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| you wanna know who i really am? yeah so do i.. |
[15 Dec 2004|07:45pm] |
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Known as: Jes
Gender: girl
Age: 16
Lives in: Warwick
Birthday: january 21st
School: Warwick Valley High School
Ethnicity: whiteyyy
Hair color: blondish brown?
Eye color: green
Style: as cool as it gets.
Fears: going over a bridge, dying, and the dark
SECTiON 2 HAVE YOU EVER...
Cheated on someone? yes
Fallen off the bed? yes
Fallen for a relative? hi can you say gross?
Broken someone`s heart? yeah.
Had your heart broken? ohhhh yes.
Had a dream come true? i think so
Done something you regret? yeah like everyday
Cheated on a test? thats my life story.
SECTION 3 CURRENTLY...
Wearing? gunslinger sweatshirt and jeans
Listening to? finch - stay with me
Reading? my livejournal
Located? bedroom
Chatting with? kayla and thomas.
Watching? nothing mucch
Should REALLY be doing? homework
SECTiON 4 DO YOU...
Brush your teeth? yessuh.
Like anybody? you could say that...
Have any piercings? yeah.. 3 in each ear and my tongue.
Believe in Santa Claus? nahh
Got a cellphone? Yes
Got a pager? Nope
SECTION 5 FRIENDS...
Who is your best? jess and neensieie
Who do you hate? girls.
smartest? everyones smart.
funniest? ninette
Who is the shyest? zachhh.
Who is the most talkative? monica, never shuts up.
Who is the cutest? aww little jess, not. haha.
Who laughs the most? prolly bisi..and asha.
Who have you known the longest? ninette
Who have you known the shortest? alex.
Whom do you miss the most? paul
Who do you turn to for personal problems? usually jess and ninette, but alex too.
Do you hang out with the opposite sex? hi yes. i hate girls remember?
Do you trust your friends? yes
Are you a good friend? i try my best.
Can you keep a secret? yeah if needed
SECTION 6 THE LAST PERSON YOU...
Hugged? mom
Kissed? zach
IMed? kayla
Talked to on the phone? bisi
Yelled at? jess and ninette :-/
Fell in love with? chris.
Told You Loved? bisi
SECTION 7 PERSONAL...
What do you want to be when you grow up? zoologist or a photographer.
What has been the best day of your life? their all the best
What comes first in your life? Friends
Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend/crush? crush
What are you most scared of? losing my friends
What do you usually think about before you go to bed? weird stuff.
Did you lose someone you really loved? yea
How many times have you fallen deeply in love? twice
Love your family? yes
Love your friends? yes
Have you fought? Yes
SECTiON 8 FAVORITE...
Movie: saw
Song: cute without the by taking back sunday
Group: right now..get up kids.
Store: h & m
Relative: jen
Sport: to watch: baseball
Ice Cream Flavor: moosetracks
Fruit: apple
Candy: peanut butter m&m's
Holiday: halloween
Day of the Week: friday
Color: pink
Name for a Girl: kirstin
Name for a Boy: eben
Favorite spot for a date: who goes on dates now?
Quote: "I've seen sinking ships go down with more grace than you."
SECTiON 9 DO YOU...
Like to give hugs? yes
Like to give kisses? yeah defintaley
Like to walk in the rain? yeah its peaceful
Prefer black or blue pens? Blue
Like to travel? i dunno, i never do
Sleep on your side, tummy or back? side
Think you're attractive? i dont really know/care.
Have a goldfish? yeah! her name is puffer.
Ever have the falling dream? yeah
SECTION 10 WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT...
Abortion: depends on your situation
Bill Clinton: sex machine
Smoking: pot? not for me..but i dont mind it.
Eating Disorders: just eat..who cares if your fat, fat=fun.
Suicide: stupid
Summer: lovekovklove
Tattoos: hott.
Piercings: yeahh baby
Make-up: i dnt like to much, butttt i like it.
SECTION 11 THIS OR THAT...
Pierced nose or tongue? Tongue
Single or taken? taken
MTV or BET? MTV
7th Heaven or Dawson's Creek? dawsons creek
Sugar or salt? sugar
Silver or gold? silver
Chocolate or flowers? flowers
Color or Black-and-white photos? black and white
M&M's or Skittles? m&m's..only peanut butter.
Stay up late or sleep in? stay up late
Hot or cold? Hot
Sun or moon? moon..it's gorgeous
Left or Right? left
10 Acquaintances or one best friend? one best friend
Mustard or ketchup? Ketchup i have a fear of mustard
Spring or Fall? Spring
Happy or sad? happy
Wonder or amazement? wonder
McDonald's or Burger King? mcdonalds
Mexican or Italian food? Italian
Lights on or off? Off
Candy or soda? Candy
Pepsi or Coke? pepsi
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[15 Dec 2004|07:24pm] |
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new journalalla. hoooray. this one is definately a keeper, i just didnt wanna have alot of the old shit and i was to lazy to delete it. ill make this one cool soon. for now im just going to be super lazy. but yeah. ill join some groups and add some people soon. feel free to add me, or do whatever <3!
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